two steps forward, one step back.

I've put off writing about sno camp because I am not sure what to say.
It wasn't like passed sno camps. I feel as though I was so scared that I would have this great big change in my heart and then go back to 'real life' and it would all go away. I feel as though I was holding my self back. And yet, I feel as though something has changed. I want to read my bible more, listen to 'christian' music more than secular, etc.
I also found out that my youth group isn't going to pitch this year. Part of me is really upset because, I don't know if I get the same thing out of the speakers at pitch at I do with my own youth leaders. We'll see how it goes.
XOXO