Merry Belated Christmas!!

XOXO

Spending money.

I think I spend too much money.
I should go to one of those AA meeting that they have for Shoppers.
like SA. or something.
I have less than ten dollars in my bank account.
I have 30 dollars in bills but I don't think they will last long.
At least I am getting paid this week and next week and the week after.
Thank goodness for vaca pay.
Even though it will be less than 80 bucks, I'll take whatever I can get.
XOXO

This Week.

This week has gone by so quickly.
I feel as though yesterday was sunday night and I was excited/nervous about monday and going to Casey's.
Turns out that Casey's went great. Both days.
I didn't cut any finger parts off so that's good.
I also feel as though I may not be ready for next semester.
Just thinking about conestoga makes me sweat.
I feel like a failure before I even start.
I think sometimes that I should just give the spot up to someone that really wants it.
Don't get me wrong, I really want it too, but I feel so unsure.
XOXO

Crazy Life

I feel as though so much is happening.
And I'm not sure if I want it to go this quickly.
Help.
XOXO

New Things are Happening!

So, on friday.
I was in my food class and in walks my guidance counsellor.
She then tells me that I have made it into the OYAP reach ahead program.
YAY!!! GO ME! one our of many that applied and I got in.
now the nerves are starting to set in for next february.

Anyhoodle,

Also on Friday, I got to go to carbon computing.
now, you may be wondering what carbon computing is.
It's an apple store.
I got a macbook! which I am typing on. :D woo.

Photo Booth is AWESOME!
XOXO

5 Days

I am starting to go crazy.
I only have 5 days to put together a portfilo.
I don't even know if I am going to get it done in time.
CRAZY!
XOXO

2 weeks!!!

Only two more weeks to go!
CRAZY!!!
XOXO

3 Weeks

I have 3 weeks until my interview for my OYAP.
I am starting to freak out about it.
What if I don't get my portfolio done in time?
What if I can't show the people that I really want this?
My head is SPINNING!
I should probably go to bed.
GAH!
XOXO

Mini Cheesecake

I feel as though I don't do enough of what I want to do.
I say that I want to be a chef, pastry or other wise,
But I barely do any of it at home.
It's me and my dad for dinner, but most of the time,
it's us fending for ourselves.
I have many cooking blogs saved and I look at them from time to time.
I found this mini cheesecake recipe and I very much want to try it out.
I'll post pictures when I finally do.
Try them yourselves and tell me what you think.
XOXO!

P.S. http://www.cookingforengineers.com/recipe/181/Cheesecake-Cupcakes

School.

I've been in school for a month and a half now.
I feel as though I have gotten nothing done.
That there is no reason to come besides last period
(my food services class)
I know that in order to get my OYAP, I will need to complete my english course.
Right now we are watching a movie.
I have to try to wake my self up in the morning just to be able to go to class.
I don't need my math or world issues class but I feel that I am doing well enough in them to continue with it.
It's not like I have anything else to do in that time period.
and having a 90 in a class would be good.
Must continue on then.
XOXO!

That's the best you can do??

I tried cleaning my room.
it's BORING.
I got a bit done.
and then went and watched t.v.
I will try and do more,
but
don't bet on it.
XOXO!

ATTACK!!!

Today is the day.
That I will finally
FINALLY
clean my room.
wish me luck!
XOXO!

Not wanting to do anything

There are dishes to be washed,
homework to be done
rooms to clean
and desks to be organized.
And I don't want to do any of it.
Some how I know that it all has to get done,
But right now,
I would like to just do nothing.
and I don't think I'm doing that well either.

Been Awhile.

It's been awhile since I last posted.
It feels like time has been going so slowly.
I've been in school for a month now,
and I feel as though I haven't done much.
Nothing has really happened around here and that's probably why I haven't blogged much.
Sorry to those few people *i.e. my mom and Nadine* that read my blog.
I'll try to blog more exciting things soon.
XOXO

Sometimes it's great to not have a boyfriend

I've been thinking a lot lately.
Having a boyfriend V.S. not having a boyfriend seems huge.
Less drama
Less worrying what they are thinking
Less time wasted wondering when they will call.
and so on and so on.
I'm happy being a single girl right now.
:)

Can't

Sleep.
End
Of
Story.

Failure

I am trying to switch my english classes.
I switched to the university level
but I'm not smart enough for it.
I'm trying to switch back.
I hope it works.
Or I want to do night school.

Weekend Plans

So,
I have not watched any house.
Nor will I probably get to.
Yesterday I worked 9 hours.
Came home.
Had a nap.
Got up.
Went to Jess and Jen's.
Came home.
Slept.
Got up.
Went to Church.
Had a potluck lunch.
It was yummy.
Came home.
Met with Nicole.
Went to Sunrise.
Had Starbucks.
Twice.
Came home.
Played on the computer.
Played tennis with mom.
Lost two balls.
Now I will probably have some pie.
Then sleep.
Then next morning,
I will get up and clean my room.
Hopefully to the standard of my parents.
Invite two people over to watch a movie.
Watch said movie.
Say goodbye to friends.
Watch Gossip Girl.
Sleep.
Get up and go to my first day of grade 12.
And then my summer, as I know it,
will be over.

House. and Work.

I bought all four seasons of House.
I plan on having a marathon this weekend.
Before I go back to school.
Before I can do that though,
I have to work tomorrow.
6-3.
9 hours.
Let it be over quickly and painlessly.
Please.

Meatballs

I made dinner today.
spaghetti and meatballs.
It was quite good.
I enjoyed doing it.
Isn't that's what cooking is all about anyways?
Having fun?




3 more days until first day of grade 12.

Week Today

In a week today,
I will be back at school.
Last week I was excited to be going back.
Now, not so much.
The worry is starting to set in.
What if I fail something.
What if I don't get the right class.
what if
what if
what if.
My mind is running away.
and that's just perfect.

Back to school part one.

At this present moment
I am looking forward to going back to school.
I know that sounds crazy.
and I agree with you.
As it gets closer though, I will be like everyone else.
not wanting to go back to school.
But right now, I do.
I guess it's because this summer seems like it's taking forever.
It seems light years ago that I was in summer school.
and now it's only 11 days until I go back.
I'll be starting my final year.
I will also hopefully be doing an OYAP during the second semester.
I almost want the first semester to be over so that I can do the second semester.
The sooner I start, the sooner I can finish.

Google Me

So, a friend of mine has over a thousand sites on google with her name.
I then decided to google my own name.
5
that's all I have.
9
if you get all the results.
7
of them are from me posting on my friend's blog or my own.
I will be famous one day and I will have millions of sites on google.
one day.

Just so you know...

Popcorn is love.
thanks

Summer and School.

At this point I want school to come back.
I still have over 3 weeks to go until I can go back.
I know it's a little sad to want summer to be over,
but I miss the routine of it all.
also the sooner I go back, the sooner I can find out if I passed summer school.
and the sooner I can find out if I make it into my OYAP program.
I really hope I do.
:D

Back to work

I am working today.
I'm slightly looking forward to it.
Only because i'm working with my mom.
and she sometimes lets me do what I want.
but she also asks me to do things because she know's i'll do them.
at least at work.
XD

A little bit longer

I didn't have to wait a little bit longer for the Jonas brothers CD.
it is awesome.
it is on repeat on my itunes.
me + Jonai = <3

I got a cellular phone

I have now moved a little higher in the technology food chain.
I'm still having trouble with the texting but I bet it will get better.
I hope.
text me if you know the number.
or ask for it if you know who I am.

Past Weekend

So backing up to last Friday.

Friday:
Got up in the morning.
mom drove me to school.
did my english exam.
was told that if I pass the exam,
he'll pass me in the class.
woo
call home.
tell dad that I'm finished.
he says that he'll call mom.
I wait outside for a hour.
mom finally comes.
we go home.
I do laundry and pack.
mom drives us and Janice to Toronto.
We meet Nadie and go to Pickle Barrel.
Enjoy diner.
Take the subway home.
Watch the food network until 1ish.
Sleep on a air bed.
Try not to move much.
the bed makes noise.


Saturday
Get up.
Watch random tv.
Eat Cherrios
take the bus and then the subway
go to Kensington Market.
look for a bubble tea place.
find a bubble tea place.
Taste Nadine's bubble tea.
Don't like it.
Slowly remove tapbocia ball.
and throw it on the ground.
Take street car to St. Lawrence Market.
Eat many samples.
mostly cheese that we keep passing to get more.
Share a greek salad.
name the olives that we both don't like.
repeat last job a few times.
find a Gelato place.
Starts raining.
glad to be inside with Ferrero Rocher gelato.
Go see a movie.
Wall-E
you all should see it.
and then again.
although we didn't
The Old Spaghetti Factory.
Order pasta with too much cheese.
Pure yummy-ness.
Find out Yonge Street is closed for Just for Laughs.
Also find out that Eatons Center is closed.
we then go to Starbucks.
We drink Shaken Passion Tea Lemonade.
They made it with too much ice.
Can't find Rolling Stones magazine.
With Jonas Brothers on it.
Sad.
Go to the bus stop.
Think that I get to go on the shorter line, but that doesn't happen.
Say good bye to Nadine.
Get on bus.
Take the first seat available beside guy that doesn't look scary.
Find out that they are paving the highway at 11 o'clock at night.
STOPPED for 1/2 hour.
fall asleep.
wake up right before we stop in Kitchener.
Go home.
sleep on own bed.

Summer School x5

Only today and tomorrow left.
Until my exam.
and then I am free.
I am still worried if I'll pass or not,
but I guess all I can do is try my best.
But, boy, I want to pass.
I hope he takes pity on my for some reason.
hahahaha
alright. off to my second last day.

Summer School x4

There are 5 days left plus my exam.
In that time I have to do the following:
Make a magazine for 'The Towers of Atuan'
Read Macbeth and do something for that
Do a test for Wizard of Earthsea
And whatever else he has us do.
The magazine is due on Monday.
The test is on monday.
My head will EXPLODE very soon.
Someone make sure that my mother gets all the pieces.
Thanks.

Summer School x3

only 9 days left.
I don't know if I'll make it.
We got a group project that is due Thursday.
our ISU is due on monday.
I am royally screwed.

Jonas Brothers

So, I was looking at the Jonas Brothers fan club.
I decided that I wanted to join.
So I pressed the "JOIN NOW" button.
I then had my jaw hit the ground.
it cost 55 bucks.
So I declined.
But I did buy a magazine that was all about them for 5.99$ plus tax.
yes, you can call me crazy.

Jonas Brothers

If you know me fairly well,
or you're a creeper who likes reading my facebook conversations
you would know that I like the Jonas Brothers.


You got moves
I've got shoes
Let's go dancing




Jonai Love <3

Summer School x2

I started my second week of summer school today.
I found out my mark.
65 %.
Better than I thought it would be.
It's because I don't give enough examples and I don't explain stuff fully.
All I want to do is pass.
I don't care if it's a 51 or a 91, just as long as I get the credit.
I also want my report card.
But that's another rant for another day.
Off to do homework.
WEE!

Summer School

I started summer school today.
I am still out about whether I like it or not.
I have major homework to do.
I want to finish it before SYTYCD.
Not sure if that will work out.
But I will try!

Joe Jonas

I watched Camp Rock.
I am now in LOVE with Joe Jonas.
One, day we will meet, and fall in love.




Hey, a girl can dream can't she?

10 More School Days

There are two weeks of school left.
In that time I have to :
Finish reading my spanish book,
Do the questions for that,
Do a scrapbook about a spanish country.
Get ready for my listening exam.
Finish a Natural Disaster calendar.
Teach my gym class a new game.
Finish my book for CanLit
And the essay for it.

All of that, in two weeks. help me.

Friday

Today is Friday.
It was an okay day.
It seems like this semester went by really quickly.
I don't have any exams.
There are 15 days left in this semester.
I've gotten all my summative sheets.
I don't want to do summatives.
I want my schedule for next year.
I want to find out if I have my food course I need in the first semester for next year.
I don't want to transfer to KCI for my last year of high school.
I really need to see if I can do college english in summer school.
Sense I don't need university english.
So many things to do, in so little time.

Happy Birthday To Me

It's my birthday.
I'm 17 years old.
Starting my 18th year of being on this earth.
And you know what I'm doing?
I'm at home.
I have a cold.
I think.
I should be sleeping.
And drinking liquids.
Not succeeding on either.
I have been taking my medication.
I don't know if it's working or not.
I hope so.

Neopets.

I must admit, one of my favorite things is neopets.
I have been on for almost six years now.
I started when I was eleven.
It has taken up most of my time.
Sad, I know.
When I started, it was for the games.
Then moved to the chat boards and the chat groups.
Now it's my guild Shunned.
It's awesome.

Cook OYAP

I am trying to get a OYAP for cooking.
They are only taking two students from my school.
Plus others from other schools.
But still.
TWO!
I have all but one reference from a teacher.
Once I get that in, I'll have an interview.
If I past that and get in, I do my first year of college.
Then I have another interview to get into my second year.
First year is paid in full.
Second year is 80% paid.
Books and uniform is extra but I have money saved up for that.
I'm soo excited!

May

It's finally May.
And it's cold.
And rainy.
It's alright.
It just better not be like this for Nicole's birthday

Spring is in the Air

It's finally warm enough to wear shorts!
Thank goodness.
Hope everyone has a good weekend.

Tim Hortons Pay Raise

I got a raise! woo

New Diet.

I am going to be starting a new diet.
Sometime soon.
I'm just waiting for a call.
I will be working out at a gym 3 times a week.
I have to measure my food.
I'm excited for it, but also scared that I won't be able to do it.
Wish me luck!

Night Shift Bake

I've been asked if I want to do night shift bake.
I would be working with someone else.
Not really sure what to think of this.
It would mean I wouldn't have to work with the regular weekend shift people.
I would also not get to go to church on those weekends.
Also, I would have to be picked up early than if I was doing the night shift.
Oh poop.

Topper's Pizza

We normally get pizza from the Superstore or Pizza Pizza.
But tonight my dad went to Topper's.
I muss say that it's the best pizza I have ever had.
It was just plain pepperoni but the crust was so good.
I dipped into the 'house dip' and wow. It was garlic-y.
But I enjoyed every part of it.
Oh the bread sticks. wow.



P.S. this is not an endorsement. But if Topper's wants me to blog about them, I would be happy to do so with payment.

G1 part 2

yesterday was the Lit test for the grade tens.
that means that everyone else got the day off.
I went and go my G1.
I got four questions wrong.
You were aloud to get up to four questions wrong and still get your G1.
I also worked yesterday.
I was there at two. Got home past eleven.
Then I went on my computer.
I finally went to bed.
This morning I woke up and then went to school.
After I came home.
Now I am going to bed.
I am doing night shift tonight so I need to get my rest.

Twilight

I started to read the book Twilight the other night.
It was recommended to me by a friend.
I must admit that is is a fairly good book.
It is definitely not a book I would pick up myself.
I've been reading reviews for it and it seems people like it.
I guess I might have to pick up the next one.
When it comes out in paperback of course. :D

G1

I've been planning on getting my G1 this week.
First it was going to be monday morning.
then tuesday afternoon.
and now it's going to be tomorrow.
I keep putting it off.
Some times I wonder if I'll ever get it.

School

I am sitting in my school library writing a post.
I am bored out of my mind.
I am surprized that it worked.
I have health next.
We're doing a presentation.
Then CanLit.
I didn't really find anything worth while in the book.
Hope he doesn't check it.

Spanish

It's not going alright.
I believe I am going to fail.
Horribly.
And that sucks.
I think I should transfer out.
But They say no course changes.
I guess i'll stick it out.
Sigh.

Wednesday.

It's Wednesday.
I am watching America's Next Top Model.
I don't like the looks of most of the girls.
Oh well.
I have one day of school left before my long weekend.
I'm going to Sno Camp this weekend.
Because there is a P.D. day on Friday,
we are leaving early.
We might get there on time.
I'll just be happy to get a room with a shower.
:)

Family Day

My mom has to work.
Because Tim Hortons never closes.
We didn't close on Christmas,
So why would we close on Family day.
There is nothing to do.
Except clean.
And I would rather not.
sigh.

Sicky

I feel so sick
my nose is running,
my eyes hurt,
and my legs hurt from gym class.
I have to work tomorrow
and
SUNDAY for 10 hours.
this is so not fun.

Tim Hortons!

They are getting rid of the
Fruit Punch,
Peach Drink, and
Iced Tea.

They are also getting bigger cookies.
89¢
same size as the smile cookies.

woo.

Second Semester

I have
Spanish
Physical Geo
Lunch
Gym
CanLit

Things are going alright so far. :D

computer

over the last few days,
my computer has not been working.
I had to clear everything out.
nothing was left.
it's like a brand new computer.
I didn't think that it would be much of a problem
until i relised that i lost all my photos,
music,
movies,
homework.
etc.
this really sucks.

Work last night.

Work was pretty good.
got paid to talk to others.
and sit on my butt and click answers for the cds.
I learned a lot.
well,
not really.
I got jones soda on my book,
but that's okay.
:D

Exams

I have 3 exams.
math, science, world religions.
one on friday
and two on tuesday.
good luck to me.

World Religions

I finished my written part of my summative
WOO!
now i have to do the visual for it.
help?

science class

I have done nothing on my science.
I really should.
it's worth 5% of my final mark.
I kinda don't care. isn't that sad.

homework.

Why do teachers give homework over the holidays?
Mean people that's who.
I have a summative project due, the wednesday i get back. !
I really am not happy.
And I procrastinate, so i am really screwed.

Bucket list.

I really need to do more on it.

right now i have:
1. dye mom's hair CHECK!

that's all i got.

haircut and dye job

today i got my haircut.
I quite like it.
I also dyed my mom's hair.
I missed a few spots.
So you can see some greys.
oh well.
She says she likes it,
so that's all that matters.

some how, i fixed it.

Timing.

The timing on this blog is off.
when I posted this morning, it was the day after newyears.
but the blog said it was 9 something. oh well.

2008

I wanted to post something on the first day of the year. but i forgot.
but this is close enough.
I don't have anything to say,
except,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!