So, right now

I want to cry.
And not just because my head feels like it's going to pop out,
and not just because I saw a stupid twitter post,
and not just because my birthday is coming up and I feel like it might suck.
and not just because no one would take my shift on may 9th when I've taken everyone else's shift multiple times,
and not just because I have a friend who's birthdays coming up and I feel like if I don't drink, they won't want me there.
and not just because I feel like my life is going nowhere.
but because all of these things are happening at once.
ARG!